All I really want is to be able to come home and just be Loved.
I can really weather most anything, so long as I have at least one person to anchor myself to, one person that I know that I know that I KNOW won't betray me. Sadly, I am freaking insane, and have epic trust issues. These trust issues were made a zillion times worse, thank you David Kinney. I often screw myself over in this regard.
I sometimes wonder why the people I care about put up with my crazy bullshit. I surround myself with broken people, because I love them and because they are somewhat like me. It's the Unbroken People that confuse the hell outta me. Why would they hang around?
Confessions: I'm way too sensitive, I'm a selfish bitch, I wage war daily upon my unrequited romantic feelings, I kissed Robert back because I felt sad, I am fighting tears. This was not my intended blog topic at ALL, but, the Internet has ever been my confessional.
Maybe tomorrow I will have scrabbled my way out of this freaking pit I seem to be in, emotionally speaking.
Much love to Brooks for even *attempting* to speak to me when I am like this.
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