How come whenever I open the blog site my brain goes as blank as this page? Hrm...Interesting
So, having epic bronchitis or whatever it is that I have, is interesting. Not really fun-interesting, but it does make me think. I always get sick this time of year. I hate not being able to sing when I'm sick! I'm not especially awesome at it, but it's one of my most favourite pastimes. :)
I am drivin 85 in the kinda mornin that lasts all afternoon, just stuck inside the gloom. Four more exits to my apartment, and I am tempted to keep the car in drive...And leave this all behind.
I suppose the most recent turn my life has taken started on Hallowe'en...or maybe months ago, lounging in my dorm room...or maybe even years ago, with an IM. I am tempted to put "there are no beginnings or endings to the turning of the Wheel of Time" (so I did). ;) Right! Back on topic! So, I am periodically struck by extreme restlessness in my life. If I do not find a good outlet, I will do something Really Dumb. So, I up and took off to Arlington on Hallowe'en, to visit Laura and go to a party, just cause I could. After much Badness and Drama involving Robert, and an angry Italian man named Mauro, Laura and I both were like "screw this!!" and we up and took off for Austin, TX.
That was probably for the best. We both needed to just get the hell outta dodge. We ended up staying with Laura's friend Eric's parents. Very nice people, tooootally all about getting Laura and Eric together, which just isn't gonna happen. Not that Eric is a bad guy! He just doesn't have a strong enough personality to handle Laura. In retrospect, we probably could have crashed with Mallory, but it probably worked out for the best. We hung out with Eric and with Brooks, as well. I am glad Brooks and Laura got to hang out, and I got a small kick out of watching their miscommunications. ;)
Touché, subconscious, touché.
In other news, I am probably going to have to file sexual harassment with a server at Cracker Barrel. He asked me to see a movie with him, so I did, and we went to Denny's and ate afterwards, but that is the only time I have EVER spent time with this guy, except at work. The next day, he was telling people we'd had sex and making all sorts of INAPPROPRIATE sexual comments towards me, getting all up in my space, and almost got VIOLENT with me! He asked for my CAR KEYS...AFTER he got off work! Tell me, what person in their right mind would give someone they have only spent a handful of hours with their KEYS! Especially when their wallet and important papers are in their car! Uh...No. So, he got all up in my face and threatening and it was No Bueno. However, he had managed to piss me off enough that I didn't fold like the wimp that I usually am. I very calmly told him that I didn't trust him and if he wanted something from my car he could just wait until I got off and that was that. I was...more proud of myself that I should have been. Such a minor thing should not have felt like a Boss Fight. (Seriously, I could almost hear a FF boss medley in my head).
I go back to CB for work on Friday; we'll see how that goes.
Sometimes I wish I didn't have synethesia, but most of the time I actually really consider it a blessing. It makes me feel like a secret-ninja-superspy! It can get kinda creepy, but really only for other people. I generally just don't tell people how deep it goes. ;)
I've been really appreciating my friends lately. Really really reeeeeeally. I love all of y'all. Thiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiis much! Okay, so more than that, but I got tired of holding down the I key. :) My heart has been kinda crazy lately, but it's nuthin' I can't handle! I've had sooooo much worse, after all!
What would you think if I sang out of tune,
Would you stand up and walk out on me.
Lend me your ears and I'll sing you a song,
And I'll try not to sing out of key.
I get by with a little help from my friends
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