So Unsexy

Oh these little rejections how they seem so real to me
One forgotten birthday I'm all but cooked
How these little abandonments seem to sting so easily
I'm 13 again am I 13 for good?

I can feel so unsexy for someone so beautiful
So unloved for someone so fine
I can feel so boring for someone so interesting
So ignorant for someone of sound mind

Oh these little projections how they keep springing from me
I jump my ship as I take it personally
Oh these little rejections how they disappear quickly
The moment I decide not to abandon me -- Alanis Morissette, "So Unsexy"


Today is shaping up to be a very good day, and a downright excellent day for a Tuesday!

The suprise mini-interview I had with Dean Middlebrooks went quite well! There was a bit of an altercation with somebody from the prison as I was waiting to get in to see him, but my life is full of random drama, so it's all good. I also got a call back from St. Michael's! I hadn't heard from them since I put in my application TWO WEEKS AGO...apparently that's because they are just now getting around to going through the apps! Geeeeeez! But Ms. Pam, the HR VP, spoke up in my favour, so, whoooo! :)

I was checking on the Express Personnel website and they only have THIRTEEN jobs that they are trying to find employees to fill positions for the whole Texarkana AREA. There are too many employed people here! haha

I'm finna go to Grandma and Papaw's with the TRUCK and pick up stuff for the garage sale. I think this is going to be a garage sale of EPIC PROPORTIONS!

I bought my Planner today. :) I feel so much better about my life now that I have a planner! :) Happy!Laurie!

If I get the job at Texarkana College....I could get people that are both my employer and a professor to write me letters of recommendation..... :)

I went to the Eakin's and picked up my pan. Brooks' mom is so cute. I hate their driveway; I totally ramped the curb while trying to back out. I'm sure Mr. Eakin was laughing at me from inside his truck ^^;

Off to run errands! :) --Laurie

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